__i'll be waiting for you_

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

woke up super early. 6+.. felt like shit den went maple and saw lyndi. lols. she always noe hw to cheer me up ^^. siannnn later got work... haiz...lols. tml last day lo~ can go home le whee~ hahas. cant wait for it ><

Me, my life 4:33 PM

life sucks. really. i don see why god put humanity on earth, other than to be his personal entertainment system. i still haven found my own purpose in life. haix. what a joke

Me, my life 7:42 AM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. what a fine day it is ^^. i noe im supposed to be slping but i cant slp and so i gonna blog. it is now...4am ( elle don kill me for disobeying u =x) . finally cleared my bl . deleted some ppl, break, mango, zoey, and elaine. felt so much damn better after i cleared them. i wont have to break my heart over break and elaine anymore. elle said that it is sad that i ended my friendship wid break this way but i see no other way. add him back no use, i gave him a chance le and he still like that. i cant take it much longer le. i miss the old him, but i guess he is dead to me now. today , kelvin called me. haha, so glad he called. he wondered why i was not online. actually i deleted him to add other ppl. zzzz. feeeling kinda bad. i guess chasing dreams can blind u until u cant c the true beauty in front of your eyes. missed him alot...haha. and i made plans to go back to his apartment . haha. missed that place...the apartments...the shops...my old college...haiz. and i missed dota. haven played that much since...a llong long time. wonder what will kelvin say . LOL. hahas. hmm. cleared some things wid elle.. im glad that...things turned out that way..could have benn alot worst. i know what i wanna do now... thnx elle for telling me, and don be sad ya? im not sad...at least im trying not to =x. hahas. and don worry , u can and MUST tell me everything. i noe i kpo 1. lOL. <333 .. i also want to thank crabby, for her advice on telling me that im unhappy COS i think im unhappy. LOL~ thnx crabby. i think therefore i am X). happy i mean. lol. i think. XD.

Me, my life 12:02 PM

Saturday, January 20, 2007

i am miserable. zzz. maybe i think too much or im letting minor stuff affect me. haiz. sian. everything sucks. im always unhappy. i want to be happy. =(

Me, my life 7:34 AM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

ahhhhhhhh.. i miss lazy afternoons like this. wake up late, do nth but maple while watching " the office" LOL its a good show ^^ damn funny hahas. later at 4 got driving lesson T.T. excited and scared T.T...hahas. hmm. tml going sg. got np open hse and going to pcbunk tml. nid to go claim the stupid a-cash card . cant top it up so going tml. haiz. i go bath and eat le~ bb~

Me, my life 9:20 PM

realization is sad.

Me, my life 9:16 AM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

sry for double post.recently unhappy abt alot of stuff. haiz. i guess i cant have the way things go in my life at all. hmm.

Me, my life 7:53 AM

Monday, January 15, 2007

* i miss the lazy afternoons everyday
* i miss my college friends
* i miss maple
* i miss dota
* i miss singapore
* i miss school
* i miss u
HAIZ =(

Me, my life 5:02 AM

* i miss the lazy afternoons everyday
* i miss my college friends
* i miss maple
* i miss dota
* i miss singapore
* i miss school
* i miss u
HAIZ =(

Me, my life 5:02 AM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

yawnnnss...today woke up late late..hmmz...den maple ...den slp awhile cos still tired( today i lethargic hmm) went to church...haiz..sians der...den come back...all in all sians day.. cos tml go back work..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH boring day T_T

Me, my life 5:52 AM

Saturday, January 13, 2007

hmm..havin bad headache nw...forgetting wat i wanna say..maybe i can recall when im feeling better ^^. anyway , today i went to sg to find sam and cindy. she wanted to do proj wid atika and he wan pei her ~.~...den go der do nth de >.< sit arnd hahas. den i bought 3 10k a-cash. stupid lor! 1 out of 2 cannot work le...dono wtf happened...den last 1 i hope can work..haiz...den today oni eat at macdonalds...i feel so fat...T_____T....wait..i am fat T_________T...haish~...hmM..den felt abit moody =(...but den later she called den ok le~~ wakaka...tired tired tired..haish...wanna lvl in maple today..xu already lvl 70...and he going off to aus soon..sobs...gonna miss him like siao T_T..

Me, my life 7:55 AM

Friday, January 12, 2007

ahhhH~~ back to my room~~finally came back after living at grandma hse for 5 days ~.~ . i have got addicted to her chilli =/its really nice and i hav been eating it wid rice everyday . got home and den maple le, thank god no lag like that 1 in grandma hse, cos i using dialup =.=// .. hmm~ later i tink i gonna audi wid elle ba...if she free...hmm..='(...haha. meeting cindy and sam tml wid atika... they go do project den i go kacau them. den can bully sam and cindy. WAHAHAH. i so EVIL =x. next week is driving lesson, cant wait to go behind a car's steering wheels. hehe. maybe i try to scare my instructor a lil bit =X...haiz...getting a bad habit of using my lappy when im lying down on my bed . its sooo comfortable~~~ hehe. but hard to play audi >.<...haiz..feeling tired cos i slpt abit late ytd ( k la elle u correct larh lols)... but i tink today i slp later. not often i get to play in a dialup free connection house =/..hahas.

Me, my life 8:32 AM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

1st post! haha. finally edited the stupid template. its so user-unfriendly.haiz. lucky got cindy help me in some parts. hahas, thnx cindy ^^. im gonna go maple awhile c c den go slp le. today was a dam tiring day.=/. meh, so much for a first post. short. lols. nights all~

Me, my life 8:20 AM