__i'll be waiting for you_

Myself

JH
18 this year
221189
Computer addict
Highly rebellious but quiet about it
Loves
My computer
songs! esp pop =x
Presents! so nice
Maple~~
HER
I Desires
Money
To enter poly
Easy life
LCD moniter VIEWSONIC [560 rm]
For her to be mine.,

Sunday, January 21, 2007

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. what a fine day it is ^^. i noe im supposed to be slping but i cant slp and so i gonna blog. it is now...4am ( elle don kill me for disobeying u =x) . finally cleared my bl . deleted some ppl, break, mango, zoey, and elaine. felt so much damn better after i cleared them. i wont have to break my heart over break and elaine anymore. elle said that it is sad that i ended my friendship wid break this way but i see no other way. add him back no use, i gave him a chance le and he still like that. i cant take it much longer le. i miss the old him, but i guess he is dead to me now. today , kelvin called me. haha, so glad he called. he wondered why i was not online. actually i deleted him to add other ppl. zzzz. feeeling kinda bad. i guess chasing dreams can blind u until u cant c the true beauty in front of your eyes. missed him alot...haha. and i made plans to go back to his apartment . haha. missed that place...the apartments...the shops...my old college...haiz. and i missed dota. haven played that much since...a llong long time. wonder what will kelvin say . LOL. hahas. hmm. cleared some things wid elle.. im glad that...things turned out that way..could have benn alot worst. i know what i wanna do now... thnx elle for telling me, and don be sad ya? im not sad...at least im trying not to =x. hahas. and don worry , u can and MUST tell me everything. i noe i kpo 1. lOL. <333 .. i also want to thank crabby, for her advice on telling me that im unhappy COS i think im unhappy. LOL~ thnx crabby. i think therefore i am X). happy i mean. lol. i think. XD.

Me, my life 12:02 PM